♡ checking in for a while

PixieDelRey

hi! ♡
i've been gone for a while. my appologies for that. i've delt with some rough stuff. i had a complete dissaperence off the internet due to struggles with mental illness. i've went through a depressive episode, heard voices in my head that weren't real, and struggled with not wanting to live anymore. i also got kicked out of my own house. however, i'm 100% safe and im with my mother. i'm really struggling with stuff right now and some support would be nice, however no one is required to be supportive, i understand. i really just wanted to let everyone know i'm sorry for my sudden dissaperence and i felt it was only right to explain why i've been gone as i know im very close with some people in this community and i don't want to worry any of my close friends. i also just wanna take the time to spread some love.


some people who have made my fabc experince and life bright and amazing:
jas
karma
harmony
michal
sky
nilla
luna
gard
night
beff
doner
ana
banana
margo
stella
sunny
ali
rose
abi
nora
juni
and so many more im forgetting to list at the moment skjdkgfjhdseufg
wither way, thank you for brightening my life

heres also some good memories and inside jokes and stuff:
rat pacc
good time in neverberry thiccet
ph truth or dare
the "ph album"
valentines day
the ph family and many complicated relations (im still granny mel uwu)
talent fairy balls
jasper cosplaying
donner anything
parties and events
the old days of fashion contests
the old days in general
the never ending zero glitch
999999999 servers
server hosts
halloween and christmas timess
2.0
me being a mod was cool
arival day parties
lobsters
doritos
"weddings"
tea room
cosplays
hide n seek
telephone
pxie scene maker craze
the no-name glitch
and so much mnore im forgetting

i just wanna say ily all and i'll be continuing my break but i do wanna visit and i want to meet more people while re-uniting with old buddies

anastasia-lock

Oh god. i'm so sorry, mel. you really don't deserve to go through that. if you ever need to talk, i'm always here for you. i hope you feel better.

MoonChildPotter

If you ever need to talk, I'm here. We all need a break every now and then. So sorry to hear what you've been through. Happy to see you back! Lots a love your way Mel!