So it's been a week and 2 days since I got my memorial piece done and even though the healing process sucks it looks so good and I'm IN LOVE with it. I miss my brother dearly and I know he's in a better place, but I wish he hadn't passed away. He was the one in my family who truly understood me and was actually proud of me in doing what I've done with my life besides all the difficult things that were thrown at not only me but my entire family when I was young and I miss him so much... It hurts to think about him, but he isn't suffering anymore and he's not in pain so as long as I have this piece on my permanently I'm fine because I know he will ALWAYS be apart of me.